Numb and Dry
Lord, help me not to become numb. For now, the only way for me to get away from this agonizing pain is to protect myself by pretending to be numb. I want to tell you how the past 5 or so months have greatly changed me. Before, the sight of tiny homeless kittens appall me. Now, they don’t elicit emotions from me anymore. I’ve seen so many of them, and my feelings somewhat reached the brim and spilled. The liquid of emotions that had been inside the glass that is my heart is now gone. Please help me not to lose hope.
Music doesn’t help ease my pain… God does. I think I’ve done it again… Nevertheless, I’d still want to thank you.