Vow to leper messiah
So we had a “fellowship” with Holy Idol and his boss, a former general (who did the preaching), an incoming general and another officer.
It was a disaster for us, newbies. I don’t want to delve into the details but I was very disturbed last night that I needed to sing my favorite…
“saan man ako bumaling…
ika’y naroon…
tumalikod man sa ‘yo…
dakilang pag-ibig ko…”
My blood was revolting and I wanted to write all that I felt last night… And then I called my grandpa (Papa) and jokingly told him about deciding to go to heaven then. He knows I missed them and I want them with me here in Manila. He’s still so conscious about his Michael Jackson-like state so I don’t really expect them to be here.
Then when I woke up 2 or 3 hours early from my usual waking time, I was still very disturbed. I prayed and He gladly comforted me. I didn’t know if I slept spilling tears into the rag clothed around my pillow.
