Acads is above all, can’t blame them
Just got home from our weekly visit to our erya (community). It’s actually very frustrating to see few people participate nowadays. There were only 4 of us during the formation (prayer) session. I cannot blame my fellow members since it has always been “acads-first” policy before anything else.
This is extra (very) frustrating for me since I’ve always considered them as the “community” I belong in faith sharing. I do not attend regular Sunday mass because I feel estranged in my own present community.
During highschool, I’ve been radical about changing my religion because I do not see faith working on these people who claim to be Catholics. If you aren’t a persistent Catholic, that’s same as having no religion at all.
But I guess God led me to be among this group of young people trying to share their own spiritual experiences and gradually attaining spiritual growth through it. It had a very positive effect on me. I, then, disregarded my intentions of leaving my present religious belief. And I considered them my own community.
Things, however, do not always remain consistent. Interests vary and uncontrollable external factors (independent variables, ika nga) are always present. It just really takes a great deal of faith and trust to remain.
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On a lighter note, I’m ranting about my Style XP version which does not support Windows Server Pack 2. I just finished downloading the update for the SP2 yesterday. I didn’t know when the “automatic” downloading started so I haven’t kept track of its duration. Now I’m back to this very basic look of my Windows bar. 
Btw, I opened a Livejournal account. I miss my blogmates who have all migrated to LJ. Please add me. I’m promdi. 
*can’t think of a proper subject
oh!! thanks for contantly reading my blog. thank you so much.
about MT. 3.0 new added features what makes me decided to upgrade, http://movabletype.org/features.shtml but I never thought that it would be harder this time to upgrade. I upgrade MT from 2.3 and it’s my first time to have a rough time with it.
siguro may kanya-kanyang dahilan ang mga yun kaya hindi na nakakapag area. still believe in them though: in the first place yung pag-tanggap mo naman sa kanila bilang bahagi ng ‘community’ ay hindi lang naman dahil sa pagkakapareho kundi dahil rin sa pagtanggap mo sa kanila bilang sila- kasama ang mga pagkakaiba ng mga pagpapahalaga. bwheheh medyo nakakaconnect kasi ako dito dahil yung area namin sa mtq tuwing sunday 2 na lang kami karaniwan at kung minsan umaabot ng 3. yung mga iba na nandun nung first at second sem karamihan hindi na nagpupunta. ang iba nga hindi na alam na meron pa rin. nagbago na rin kasi mga priorities at driving force ng iba habang ang iba naman ay dahil sa circumstances kaya hindi makapunta.