Cureless

I just logged on to Trabaho.com, hoping to find an employer who’d look for someone who knows how to create webpages, edit some graphics and would probably share some interesting personal stories with them. *sigh* A few hours earlier, I was browsing through JobsOnline, JobAA, and a korean site. Guess what I applied for in the latter? *smirk* I really wanted to be a web developer. I mean the real job, where I’ll get paid for my work. That’s why I was planning to enroll at an IT school in case no one accepts my application. I should’ve taken CS. Really.

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People might be wondering where am I now. I even remember John or JB asking “how are you holding up?” that night after knowing my grade. I didn’t get the question. Really. Hehe. I guess he/they’re just asking if I’m fine or what. Honestly, my decision is not 100% final. But a greater percentage of it belongs to my decision of not going into CE anymore.

I’m really sorry to all the people who have been with me all along, you who have expected that I’ll be with you till the end. I really missed this dominant side of me, my reclusive, introvert side. I lost most of it while I’m with you. But I really thank you for all the kindness and friendship you’ve shared with me. It’s not the end, right?