Heaven’s a Lie
Oh no, don’t get me wrong! That’s just the title of this song I’m hearing over YM! Beta.
I’ve been hearing mixed reactions over my decision to quit school. The people in the house, namely my grandma and my aunts are with me (or they’re rather apathetic). Mommy supports my decision. Dad didn’t talk to me. Mama called this morning and she wanted me to finish CE. I told her my decision. This is so unlike my previous apprehensions. At least this time, I already have a degree.
I feel it futile to continue CE if I just wouldn’t have a scholarship. That’s how I think even before. If I have to pay, my plan was to transfer to some other institution, the ideals of which are sufficient enough for me to grasp. There are a lot of complicated things in Ateneo. And sadly, my brain cannot handle them.
And so I am a bum now!
